What's On Your Mind?

I feel unsettled I think after a lunch with an old flame, on which I realised I may still like him. I don't like this feeling, I think I'm actually sulking or feeling sorry for myself because I just want to watch crap TV with a blanket on my sofa and not think at all.
Its best to ignore why I feel unsettled until the feelings hide of their own accord.

Thats ninja's guide to a happy and healthy state of mind, denial and avoidance.

I think I'm rather good at denial and avoidance too.  

Complete shock! Just got home to a letter from egg offering me £2800 for a PPI claim!! That's a credit card paid off!!! Soo chuffed. Glad I came home after all.

xx

shoppingaddict wrote:Complete shock! Just got home to a letter from egg offering me £2800 for a PPI claim!! That's a credit card paid off!!! Soo chuffed. Glad I came home after all.

xx

Ooh fabulous news!! I'm sure you can treat yourself to a special polish too !!

I just realised that sounded like I was bragging. Sorry

shoppingaddict wrote:I just realised that sounded like I was bragging. Sorry

Not at all

shoppingaddict wrote:I just realised that sounded like I was bragging. Sorry

Don't be daft, it's great news!

Awww thanks ladies. Have found out that I've won £100 from a prize drawer at work and our DD for gas and leccie has gone down from £79 a month to £13 a month cause we are £300 odd in credit!! Mental!!!

On hols OH and I went to a market and for some reason he was determined to buy a wooden carving of a Buddha. Have no idea why but he haggled for ages over this damn thing thinking it would bring us luck. He's now hacked off because its brought me luck and not him!! I mean the only lucky thing was the prize draw I suppose?!

Have told him to rub its belly tonight and he should get something soon. I hope so!!

shoppingaddict wrote:Complete shock! Just got home to a letter from egg offering me £2800 for a PPI claim!! That's a credit card paid off!!! Soo chuffed. Glad I came home after all.

xx

Wow, that's fantastic news shoppingaddict!! Welcome back.  

Thanks Babs, its good to be back. Although I've just sorted washing into piles. Thank god for warm weather or else feck knows how I would have got it dried tomorrow!

Fecking hormones. I feel like I'm 14 again. I cry at a the drop of a hat right now. Better just be because I ran two pill packets together...  

Have you ever done that before? I do it all the time without problems normally.

Only once, it did this to me last time as well I think but I kinda forgot about that when I started the second pack  

kissmenow9 wrote:Fecking hormones. I feel like I'm 14 again. I cry at a the drop of a hat right now. Better just be because I ran two pill packets together...  

I cry at the drop of a hat all the time.

Internet is back at last but it's so painfully slow.............  

Off to Wisley today with OH and my family then a barbecue later. I can only hope there will be no rows and tension.

Family BBQ in my house means rows of some sort!!! Have fun though!!!

I have a SERIOUS case of post holiday blues today. Keep sniffing sun tan lotion......

shoppingaddict wrote:Complete shock! Just got home to a letter from egg offering me £2800 for a PPI claim!! That's a credit card paid off!!! Soo chuffed. Glad I came home after all.

xx

wow thats fab news!!  

went for a 40k bike ride yesterday along the river and I don't generally like cycling. Feeling good today which is unexpected loving the beautiful weather

Gutted. Had a lovely day at Wisley only to get home and receive a phone call from neighbour in Devon who thinks we only have two fish left out of twenty one.  

Babafette wrote:Gutted. Had a lovely day at Wisley only to get home and receive a phone call from neighbour in Devon who thinks we only have two fish left out of twenty one.  

Oh Baba, I'm sorry to hear about the fish  . Seagulls? They snaffled most of our neighbour's koi (the greedy b'stards). But there again, maybe it's karma in this case - we call our neighbours the pensioner chavs. They didn't like where I planted a young bay tree so they pulled it out (claimed they knew nothing about it - despite the earth and leaves all over their drive!). Many other neighbourly unpleasantries but we always wave and say hello, just to keep the peace  .

I'm glad you enjoyed Wisley - I love the rhodedendrons. I miss rhodedendrons, pinky brown soil and gorse being up here in the chalk!

LoolaBeanbag wrote:

Babafette wrote:Gutted. Had a lovely day at Wisley only to get home and receive a phone call from neighbour in Devon who thinks we only have two fish left out of twenty one.  

Oh Baba, I'm sorry to hear about the fish  .  Seagulls? They snaffled most of our neighbour's koi (the greedy b'stards). 

Thanks Loola, I'm hoping they're all just hiding but my gut says not. It was probably a heron or an otter.

I'm feeling really crap today. I've already had a cry in the toilet at work.   

Oh noooooooo! so sorry to hear that Baba. Are things that bad? xxx

I didn't sleep well and I'm feeling upset about the fish plus there is crappy stuff going on at home at the moment too.

I've just bought another nail polish to cheer myself up.  

Sorry you are feeling sad Baba.
It's a shame about your fish, hope the other stuff sorts itself out quickly.

Nothing beats a new polish to give you a little lift  Which one did you buy?